As I open the window, a freezingly cold morning breeze seeps right into my bones.
I cover my ears with my hands to keep them warm as I enter my garden. I’m surrounded by a breathless stillness in the air.
Ice needles cover the ground, giving it a thin layer of white.
The ground makes a crackling noise as I walk, leaving silver-lined footsteps behind me.
A treetop is casting a shadow on the house. There, I could make out a small, round blob. As I followed the shadow, I soon noticed a songbird spreading its feathers on a branch, as if it was waiting for something.
The color-faded leaves in front of me sway slightly in the occasional breeze.
As I touched the leaves, I felt a light yet stiff resistance at my fingertips.
As soon as I put in a bit of strength, the leaves fall soundlessly, as if they had given up on something.
I crouched as if to chase them, and the dampness of the earth rises up through the contours of the fallen leaves at my feet,
which were giving off a withered scent.
The tip of the branch that had lost its leaves was lined with small sprouts, pointing to the sky. The white breath I exhaled was hazy in the endlessly deep sky that I could see through the branches.
Miscanthus sinensis, Eupatorium maculatum ‘Atropurpureum’, Hydrangea macrophylla, Astilbe ‘Ellie’
Photo | Noboru Murata